There's nothing left from me and you

Its been a long day,

Quite so it seems ahead too.

Would I like another piece of you?

I hold on to a thread that isn’t in my control,

I see the clouds hovering over my abode,

Sitting isolated at my desk,

I write aimlessly,

Words jumbling in my mouth,
pouring out differently.

I need not know what you need to walk along,

But I simply know what my soul needs to complete this song.

I hold on to a thread that isn’t in my control,

I see the clouds hovering over my abode,

Ohh darling, this closet does not need you,

My world stinks of you,

Move away dear friend, its time you walked out.

Ohh sweet master of my thoughts,

I decide to empty every inch of you,

Its now that you should know,

There is nothing left from me and you.

Its beneath the wounded wings that lies the pain of the untold.

The words of the unborn are far more clear to a mother-to-be than the world it's gonna see!

With every glance the world seems smaller,

Skip a heartbeat & you grow stronger.

You grow stronger within me,

The apprehension I wish you could see.

Im not afraid to say, you hurt me a million times,

Im not afraid to stay, even though there’s no sunshine.

Clouds rolled over to my feet and made them numb,

My senses still hold the minute hope, You’ll come.

I know you love me, I know you do!

I know you want me, the way I do.

The tender touch of your fingers, my skin awaits

Sweet symphony in our hearts, crashes every limit gate.

Every thought rolls over to your hold,

Every dream ends on your unfold.

This does not feel the same anymore,

Coz its fiery to my very core!

Captain Jack Sparrow

Rains. Mud. Splashing dirt. Killer stingy mosquitoes. Tea. Delayed trains. Water blockage. Amongst all of this, something truly beautiful knocked twice on my fragile door.

“Who’d take you seriously”, being the initial question that popped in my head, I still managed to smile. Antique talks, mischievous grins and lots of money splurging dint manage to impress me. What did catch my minuscule attention was the unbelievably robust self-confidence.

I paid no heed. Captain Jack Sparrow.

Post 2 weeks of being myself, the forces of nature dint seem quite elated with me adhereing to the “Always Yes” attitude. Captain Jack Sparrow found the right moment, wherein I shed my defences to the floor. It dint seem quite a pirates job but captain insisted. I trailed.

Work with me, was the anthem. Do I look the anthem sorts? Nope. Adamant that the male homo-sapiens can get, captain got his way. I gave up. Victory in the pirate’s land.

Morning’s now came with a mission, and of course – a smile.

I knew I was being fooled into anoder macho conspiracy. I dint mind it. Don’t ask me why, just read further. Scrolling through the scraps of the ex’s deceitful love triangle, I found my self equally vulnerable to the other deceit cob web. I think I wanted it. I was used to the agony that was a bonus with the starry eyed world of affection and intimacy.

Alcohol, smoke in pipes, cigarettes, the glances, the touch – all in all a recipe for a disastrous bond. I dreamed of being in the arms of captain jack sparrow, but guilt sweeped right in, like bolts of flames in a chimney. I could not cheat on my mount of infidelity. My world crossed over, my jilted thoughts on a rampage. Jack made me feel wanted and to be pretty honest, it had been long since anyone had made me feel that way. Although intentions coudl not be judged, i enjoyed every bit of the sadist pleasure of being wooed by Jack sparrow, who probably was a mirror image of something i dettested. I was surrendering, not knowing it was beautiful in the inside. He was beautiful in the inside. :) he made me beautiful in the inside!

Penned for all!

Reality is what you want to see

It shouldn’t make a difference to me

I put my trust in what you had to say

It didn’t make a difference anyway

I know you’ve tried your very best

And I’m so glad

Thank you so much

Disappointment is what you’ve made this

Expectations overrated

Disappointment is what you’ve made this

My ambition is so deflated

Reality is different for me

My eyes are opened wide enough to see

I’ve listened to your explanations why

The more you fail, the harder that I try

A case of mistaken opportunity

I guess I really got it wrong

Identity is insignificant

Or is it everything?

IF only!

Moon so bright night so fine

Keep your heart here with mine

Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon catch the wind

Ride the night to the end

Seize the day stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you

If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise heroes fall

Rise again, win it all

In your heart, can't you feel the glory

Through our joy, through our pain

We can move worlds again

Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you

If that is all in life I ever do

I will want nothing else to see me through

If I can spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again

Where there is love, life begins

Over and over again

Save the night, save the day

Save the love, come what may

Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you